Mah internship/work experience...


I thought I'm going to be a semi-media designer for 2 weeks ;_____;
But...I DUNNO WHAT I'M DOING THERE orz
I even haven't seen any pen tablet (but Photoshop and Corel LOL) ;^;

THEY LET ME DOING THEIR DIRTY WORK ;____;

LIKE...PUTTING FILES ON 103 USB-STICKS OR...
PACKING CANDY INTO CANS (I PROBABLY PACKED THOUSANDS OF CANDIES IN MOAR THAN 100 CANS)
AND...OPEN LETTERS AND PACKAGES AND PRODUCTS IN PACKAGES

BUT
NOTHING
WITH

MEDIA DESIGNING

IS THERE A MEDIA DESIGNER JOB IN THAT ADVERTISING MEDIA AGENCY AT ALL?!
I'm helpless...
And the ppl there ignore me.
They don't care about me.
THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH ME, SO THEY GIVE ME BORING CATALOGUES AND I HAVE TO TURN PAGES IN THEM FOR HOURS...UNTIL SOMEONE SAYS I HAVE TO GO TO THE WARE HOUSE AND PACK STUFF OUT...OR IN.

And the chef is an asshole, he talks to me like I'm an idiot.
Sorry that my fucking bus doesn't drives at 8:00 AM 'o clock...
Sorry that his workers say I can go home O____o

I PREFER GOING TO SCHOOL AND DOING HOMEWORK!! K?! I THOUGHT SCHOOL AND HOMEWORK ARE THE WORST THINGS IN LIFE BUT...THIS INTERNSHIP IS...UNBEATABLE BAD!!!!!!1!!11
It even made me cry yesterday...
I feel like I'm the last shit on earth ._.
I feel totally alone...I miss school

ROFL *cough* I mean my internship.

I'll do it at a media designer 8DDD I always wanted to do that kind of work~!
Media designers got these fat pen tablets MOAHAHAHA Bigger than A4 size, that's so amazing ;^; My Bamboo is nothing compared to them;;;
I hope they got an Intuos or even Cintiq tablets Owo
I could test them out...*evil laugh*
AND LMAO I HOPE THEY USE PHOTOSHOP 8'D Otherwise I will fail;;;

Today we did a maths-exam...e__e
OTL
"Theorem of Pythagoras"...was our theme.
Actually I completely understand that shit but...there were exercises where you had to use binoms or there was also a exercise where to...IDK ;__; Something with "[...] sag of 10% [...]" and blah. *confused* And I totally lose in maths, rofl. Okay, That's not rofl e_e"
I guess I'll get a 5 as a grade orz

Hm~ And it's annoying and scary how much BL-doujinshis you can find on Smack Jeeves x__x
*gets crushed by tons of BL-manga*

KODA KUMI'S TRICK RULLLZZZ btw

Well, the 27th January 2007 was the date when I first came to dA.
Happy belated join-day, Denise~!
Further enjoy your unsuccesfull life on dA <3

LAWL e_e


Today we got our certificates at school.
Mine was ok o:
I thought it would be my worst one but I guess my worst was in 7 or 8 (I'm in the 9th now BTW)
So, I'm kinda happy with it ~__~ I'm also happy with my 4 in Maths, guh~
I'll work hard now to get better grades >3<
I EVEN WILL BUY A HOMEWORK BOOK ROFLMAO!!!1!11
The first one I will ever buy in my life...;;;
9th grade is pretty important for my whole life e__e"""
I especially would like to get better grades in French, History and Politics D:
I GOT A 2 IN RELIGIOUS EDUCATION AND IN MUSIC, YESSSSS v°___°b


Oh, here's a pic I made.
Inspired by Nana Mizuki's song "Trickster" (which fits somehow to Trickster o.ô And she had put words like "quest", "level up" and so on in it...e_______e)



@Trickster Players: THE COMMUNITY NEEDS DRILLERS!!!! COME AND JOIN THE POPPURI EVENT >_<
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Hello parking meter~

No.
xD

Almost 3 weeks since I uploaded a journal...RECORD O_o

Yeah e___e It didn't happen much D:
14th January was my birthday =_=
Charin's 15 now DD:
But...I GOT GIFTS O__o
Actually I don't receive any *cough*;;;
Well, but I'm happy with them ^w^

I made lotsa photos :3 xD So the journal looks looooong like long cat






My bro got me the Fullmoon wo Sagashite Artbook from Arina Tanemura :'D
The illus are so beautiful >3< I wish I could ink my pics thin like Arina does
And the coloring...GAAAAAAH °3° So cool TT^TT
I was an Arina Tanemura-fan earlier xD My first manga was even Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne O_o




JAMIROQUAI'S A FUNK ODYSSEY!!!!!!!!!!!11!!!11111!1!!
Mah Top Fave-album with Dynamite ´w`
_{OH LOL my hands and the cam}
Booklet is so blue ~w~ I like the light effects in it >3<



OH AND I FORGOT TO SHOW KUKUI'S LEER LIED NOOOOOOOOOES
Leer Lied is German (wrong German AHAHAHA...;;; ) for "Empty Song"
Too bad that Peach-Pit didn't design the Cover and the Back of it e__e
Anime-style isn't that pretty like the Manga-one D:




And some unfinished lame Charin-work...(The cam destroyed the colors homfg)
LAAAAWL I'm on a Trickster-trip again;;;
I bought an rough-paper watercolor-pad by accident...gah, I hate painting on that paper =_= I need the semi-paper one DDD: But I guess next time I'll try the pad with fine paper : P




Eeew OMG I MADE SENSEI TO SEMI-EMO AND YUMI TO SEMI-GOTH NOOOOOES
That pic is crazy...I guess I listen too much to capsule GWAHAHA god;;;

Well, soon it's time for the GMT+1 ppl to say goodbye to...2008 q__q
It's kinda sad for me TT^TT

Wargh...

08 was so fuckin' awesome.
It was the year the most happiest and most saddest moments I ever underwent, especially when I met my BF the first time :'D
And when I had to leave again D':

But at least I'm pretty happy...

My art improved a bit =w= (Okay, "a bit" isn't rly something special;;; )

And I'm even better in singing now *is able to sing ALI PROJECT's God Diva* (<- O__o)
_{For everyone who knows that song: The singing at the beginning is from Mozart's Magic Flute, Queen of the Night =w= )}
And my singing-voice sounds better and I can control it better know >:3
Yep...singing is serious business for me e__e

I knows, that doesn't sound any special to you, of course more things happened to me xD



Oh,and mah internetz...
IT TAKES 1 DAY AND 2 HOURS TO GET CONNECTED WITH IT O___o
BETCH >3<



And...Shibuya-deviation needs moar luv ;___;
I was so proud of it TT_TT




AND HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

See you next year!


xDD



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